WOW, my mind is like a pool of imagination right now. ideas that i wanna get out but know i cant at the moment. for all those who are asking< my choice i between UVA or PENN state. WEll that is, is UVA accepts me..yes america< i was wait listed.

i must say the topic i have for now is about people. I’ve met so many people in highschool its radiculous, and the absoulutly scay part is. theres only more that i can meet in college. Tpday i took some time out to scope aorund and read some people tumblr’s and i came accross one that really kind of touched me in a way. it rubbed me in a way. idk, in a good/ i know if i got the chance to spend time with this person, wede almost click too much, kind of way. this chick is something serious….anywho, i must remind you of my A.D.D. its kicked in full thottle, especially with the year winding down. seniortitus is a bitch. i never really knew what is was or could describe it to someone until now. ITsa a true illness, or disease, for lack of better terms. i love, i hate, i miss, i can’t. things bother me . that last statement is a lie. i hate when people think i cant. actually i love it. im unstable, and im wiritng whatever comes to mind. i love him. i love them. but i hate those who try too hard. i smile at anyone’s eyes that meet mine. no matter what. enemies and all. although i have no enemies. but if i did, ide smile at them anyway….its inate. second nature. its hard somtimes. i wanna beach bod. and a birght orange nixon watch i saw at zumies. cnt wait to turn 18. anyways so long for now : )